Unsettled

Thoughts were tangled,

As they exacerbate life's pathos

All sides continued their wrangle

As they lied caught in unexplainable chaos

What was it? Who was it?

Something or someone? Somewhere.

I tried harder and harder to know, only to fail

I battled even longer, until my heart felt numb again

I knew the reason was there.

But someone suppressed it, at the back of my head

It had and has been trying to escape the seemingly eternal trap,

But it was too painful, to let it out

Too impactful, to forget

I wasn't like this before

As you define, i too was a happy soul

But 'it’ made my smile sore

Then it made my tears roll

And now, here i was

Dried cheeks and forced smile

Beating heart, but unsettled mind